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A living practice space rooted in deep ecology, presence, nervous system awareness, and collective care.

Where rivers of care, resilience, and belonging meet.


The Gathering Stream is a community for those longing to live from connection rather than fixing, from aliveness rather than survival. 


Each week, we gather for live classes and shared practices that bring us back to our bodies, our creativity, and our place within the living earth. Here you’ll find space to breathe, move, reflect, and be witnessed. 


Our offerings weave together embodied mindfulness, movement, nature connection, and deep listening. 


Together, we nurture emotional resilience, explore the intelligence of the nervous system, and grow a river of collective care that supports us in remembering our belonging to life.

A Different Way Forward. Embracing What’s Here, Together.

 

The Storm That Brings Us Here


Many of us arrive to this work after trying countless tools, programs, and healing paths. We work hard to fix ourselves, to push away symptoms, or to escape discomfort, only to find the same loops returning. For some, it begins with what feels like a perfect storm of stress, loss, or illness that leaves the nervous system overwhelmed. What follows is often called dysregulation, a state where symptoms and fear feed each other until life feels harder, almost impossible to live. For others, there may only be the warning signs of a storm approaching and this is your first toe in. These teachings and practices are for you, too.


Anchoring Into Wholeness


Inside The Gathering Stream, we take another approach. Instead of running from discomfort or fighting with symptoms, we turn toward what is here. Through neuroplasticity, mindfulness, somatics, exposure, and inquiry, all grounded in reverence for the natural world, we practice anchoring into resources even in the midst of the storm. Together we learn to meet what arises with care and curiosity, to soften the grip of fear, and to discover that beneath the turbulence we are not broken. Again and again, we return to the truth of our own wholeness, carried and strengthened by the current of community. 


Over Two Hundred Happy Members

“Being part of The Gathering Stream has changed everything for me. The live classes and the Befriending Ourselves library helped me stop running from what I was feeling. I don’t need to avoid or control life anymore. For the first time in years, I feel like I actually get to enjoy it.”


- Community Member

About the Membership

The Gathering Stream is a living community space where we come together to practice, learn, and be resourced by one another. It is a place to turn towards yourself with care and curiosity, to share the journey with others, and to remember that healing and aliveness are not solitary paths.


Membership is designed to be both accessible and sustainable. For a low monthly cost, you receive ongoing live classes, mentorship, a rich library of teachings, and the support of a vibrant community. You are welcome to join us for as long as it serves you, and membership can be paused or cancelled at any time.


Come as you are, stay as you need, and let the current of community carry you.

Ready to Start Your Journey?

Begin your free 7-day trial and step into the stream today.

Join Us!

Befriending Fear Live 2026 Starting Jan 20th

Befriending Fear Live begins January 20, 2026 and unfolds over twelve weeks, including ten core modules and two integration break weeks during the weeks of February 16 and March 16. Live teachings take place on Tuesdays at 1 PM ET for 75 minutes, with Q&A and practice sessions on Thursdays at 2 PM ET for 75 minutes. All sessions are recorded and posted within 24 hours.


The series weaves together mindfulness, somatic tracking, nervous system education, parts work, relational inquiry, and gentle exposure, all held within a paced, capacity-based approach that prioritizes safety, rest, and integration. Alongside the core teachings, participants build a growing set of embodied resources that support daily life, symptoms, and emotional processing, while being held in a consistent, relational group container inside The Gathering Stream.



Ready to Start Your Journey?

Begin your free 7-day trial and step into the stream today.

Join Us!

Befriending Fear Live 2026-Week by Week

Beginning the week of January 19, 2026- All classes are recorded.
Live Teaching: Tuesdays at 1:00 PM ET
Q&A + Practice: Thursdays at 2:00 PM ET
Integration Breaks: Weeks of February 16 and March 16


Week 1 — Module 1: Understanding Fear and Finding Ground


Live Teaching: Tuesday, January 20, 2026 · 1:00 PM ET
Q&A + Practice: Thursday, January 22, 2026 · 2:00 PM ET


An introduction to fear, sensitization, and neuroplasticity. We explore how fear becomes self-reinforcing in the nervous system and how safety begins to return through orientation, pacing, and attention. A foundational grounding practice is introduced, alongside journaling to begin mapping fear patterns and early protective strategies.
Resource: Water — supporting fluidity, emotional movement, and responsiveness without hardening.


Week 2 — Module 2: Breaking Fear Loops and Building Acceptance


Live Teaching: Tuesday, January 27, 2026 · 1:00 PM ET
Q&A + Practice: Thursday, January 29, 2026 · 2:00 PM ET


We explore the anxiety and compulsion cycle, including intrusive thoughts, reassurance seeking, and subtle avoidance. Acceptance is introduced as a lived practice of willingness and contact, helping interrupt escalation and reactivity. Grounding practices are refined through daily reflection and shared inquiry.
Resource: Air — supporting breath, spaciousness, and clarity of perception.


Week 3 — Module 3: Growing Capacity for Discomfort


Live Teaching: Tuesday, February 3, 2026 · 1:00 PM ET
Q&A + Practice: Thursday, February 5, 2026 · 2:00 PM ET


Trauma-sensitive mindfulness and a second calming tool are introduced. We focus on tracking subtle shifts in the body and nervous system, learning how capacity grows through small, reliable increments. Practice centers on staying with sensation and emotion without bracing, collapsing, or pushing away.
Resource: Earth — supporting steadiness, containment, and felt support.


Week 4 — Module 4: Learning to Face Fear with Exposure


Live Teaching: Tuesday, February 10, 2026 · 1:00 PM ET
Q&A + Practice: Wednesday, February 11, 2026 · 10:00 AM ET


An introduction to Exposure and Response Prevention. We explore the science of exposure and reframe it as a relational and nervous system practice rather than a mental challenge. Choice, pacing, and values are emphasized, making exposure a practice of trust rather than force.
Resource: Fire — supporting courage, clarity, and forward movement.


Week 5 — Integration Break


Week of February 16, 2026

No live teaching or Q&A.
A dedicated week for rest, digestion, and self-paced practice, allowing the nervous system to integrate what has already been learned.


Week 6 — Module 5: Mapping Fear Patterns and Choosing What Matters


Live Teaching: Tuesday, February 24, 2026 · 1:00 PM ET

Q&A + Practice: Thursday, February 26, 2026 · 2:00 PM ET


We map fear patterns, identify hidden compulsions, and clarify avoidance behaviours that often go unnoticed. Fear hierarchies are created with values and life direction at the center, shifting motivation from symptom control toward meaningful engagement with life.
Resource: Ether — supporting meaning, intuition, and trust in the unknown.


Week 7 — Module 6: Strengthening New Pathways Through Practice


Live Teaching: Tuesday, March 3, 2026 · 1:00 PM ET
Q&A + Practice: Thursday, March 5, 2026 · 2:00 PM ET


Exposure plans begin to take shape with guidance and reflection. We explore how confidence and resilience grow through repetition, repair, and self-trust, especially when the process feels nonlinear. Emphasis is placed on consistency over intensity and patience over performance.
Resource: The plant world — supporting slow growth, adaptation, and resilience.


Week 8 — Module 7: Exploring the Roots of Fear


Live Teaching: Tuesday, March 10, 2026 · 1:00 PM ET
Q&A + Practice: Thursday, March 12, 2026 · 2:00 PM ET

We turn toward core fears and their origin stories through journaling, worksheets, and systemic perspectives. Attention is given to developmental, relational, and generational layers of fear, allowing understanding to replace self-blame and soften long-held patterns.
Resource: Animal wisdom — supporting instinct, attunement, and right pacing.


Week 9 — Integration Break


Week of March 16, 2026

No live teaching or Q&A.
A second integration week for digestion, rest, and nervous system consolidation.


Week 10 — Module 8: Meeting the Emotions Beneath Fear


Live Teaching: Tuesday, March 24, 2026 · 1:00 PM ET
Q&A + Practice: Thursday, March 26, 2026 · 2:00 PM ET


We explore how unprocessed grief, shame, anger, and longing often fuel fear responses. Through somatic presence, compassion, and emotional literacy, these layers are allowed to move without overwhelm, restoring emotional flow and capacity.
Resource: Ancestral support — offering resilience, continuity, and connection.


Week 11 — Module 9: OCD Themes, the Body, and Relational Fear


Live Teaching: Tuesday, March 31, 2026 · 1:00 PM ET
Q&A + Practice: Thursday, April 2, 2026 · 2:00 PM ET

A deeper exploration of OCD themes and subtypes, including harm, responsibility, contamination, and relational fears. We look at how fear organizes through the body and nervous system, shaping vigilance, control, and compulsive strategies in the attempt to preserve safety and connection.


Resource: The volcano — allowing pressure to surface, supporting messiness, imperfection, and release through honest contact.


Week 12 — Module 10: Subconscious Loyalties, Rescue, Justice, and a Return to Belonging


Live Teaching: Tuesday, April 7, 2026 · 1:00 PM ET
Q&A + Practice: Thursday, April 9, 2026 · 2:00 PM ET


We explore deeper subconscious patterns underlying chronic fear, anxiety, and illness, including hidden loyalties, unfinished relational contracts, and longings for rescue, recognition, or justice. These patterns are met as intelligent responses to real rupture, opening pathways back toward belonging within a living ecology.
Resource: The web of belonging — holding light and dark, life and death, and restoring connection.

“Our wholeness is not a solitary task. It comes alive in relationship, in the presence of others who remind us of who we are.”


Parker J. Palmer

Step Into the Stream

Find the practices that meet you where you are. Come home to your body and your aliveness, held by community and guided with care.

Start your 7-day Free Trial

Your Month Inside The Gathering Stream

Every month features a rhythm of live practices, mentorship, and community offerings that invite you to reconnect with yourself and with one another. Our schedule combines teaching, movement, mindfulness, and shared inquiry, providing you with support in multiple ways throughout the month.


What You Can Expect


  • Bi-weekly Mentorship with Simona — live guidance, teaching, and Q&A where you bring your questions and receive support in real time
     
  • Special Befriending Ourselves Series — deep dives into emotions, symptoms, relationships, and the places we long for more freedom
     
  • Weekly Monday Meditations: Structure & Flow with Simona — a grounding start to the week through guided practice and reflection
     
  • Weekly Heart Coherence Circles with Simona — a 20-minute practice of settling, connection, and collective coherence
     
  • Embodied Mindfulness & Community Building with Alejandro — twice-weekly sessions that weave meditation, gentle movement, and relational practice
     
  • Monthly Grief Circle & Inquiry Group with Christy — a compassionate space to turn toward grief and explore the questions that arise in its wake
     

*Our schedule shifts seasonally and is always posted one to two months in advance, giving you plenty of time to plan and choose the practices that call to you.

The Befriending Ourselves Library

Alongside our live practices, your membership includes full access to an ever-growing library of master classes and mini-courses. Each offering invites you to turn towards emotions, symptoms, and life experiences with compassion and curiosity, using somatics, mindfulness, inquiry, and nervous system awareness. 

On-Demand Master Classes and Mini-Courses

  • Befriending Anger — Discover the hidden gifts of anger as clarity, boundary, and action, while learning to soften the fear of conflict and the grief that lies beneath.
     
  • Befriending Grief — Explore grief as both wound and teacher, opening to the love, tenderness, and transformation it carries.
     
  • Befriending Symptoms and Sensations — Practice meeting pain, fatigue, and discomfort with curiosity rather than fear, using neuroplasticity and somatic tracking to shift long-held patterns.
     
  • Befriending Humiliation and Embarrassment — Work with the protective layers around shame, and find freedom in being seen in your imperfection and humanity.
     
  • Befriending Shame — Learn how shame once served as protection, and how to release what was never yours while reclaiming belonging and self-compassion.
     
  • Befriending Sleep and Deep Rest — Cultivate practices that support rest, soften the struggle with insomnia, and restore trust in the body’s rhythms.
     
  • Befriending Abandonment and Aloneness — Turn towards the raw ache of aloneness with tenderness, reconnecting with inner and outer sources of support.
     
  • Befriending Perfectionism — Unravel the belief that worth must be earned, and rediscover the ease of being whole as you are.
     
  • Befriending the Inner Critic — Transform the voice of self-judgment into an ally, reclaiming worth, limits, and compassion.

On-Demand Courses and Series

  • Befriending Justice (3-Part Series) A three-part embodied exploration of justice as a lived, nervous-system reality rather than an abstract concept. This series turns toward the places where harm occurred without repair, where grief was never recognized, and where anger, shame, or self-blame may still live in the body. Through somatic practice, reflection, and collective witnessing, we explore pathways of inner and relational repair, the metabolizing of grief and rage, and the possibility of belonging beyond inherited cycles of harm and injustice. This work supports truth-telling, restoration, and the reclaiming of dignity, agency, and connection.
     
  • Befriending Chronic Symptoms and Sensations (6-Part Series)   A six-part journey into meeting chronic symptoms, pain, and fatigue with curiosity and care rather than fear or force. Grounded in neuroplasticity, somatic practice, and compassionate inquiry, this series supports understanding how protective nervous system patterns, unprocessed emotion, and threat responses can shape physical experience. Week by week, we build gentle top-down and bottom-up practices that help loosen fixation, reduce fear, and restore trust in the body’s intelligence. This work invites a gradual movement from managing and monitoring symptoms into greater resilience, safety, and aliveness, at a pace that honors capacity and lived experience..


  • Befriending the Compassionate Heart (4- Part Series)
    An embodied exploration of compassion as a lived, relational capacity rather than a concept or ideal. Across four sessions, we work with somatic practice, mindfulness, and inquiry to soften self-protection, meet tenderness and grief, and reconnect with the heart’s natural intelligence. This series supports the cultivation of warmth, discernment, and care without self-abandonment, allowing compassion to flow inward, outward, and into the world with greater steadiness and trust.


  • Befriending the Mother Wound (3 Part-Series)
    A three-session journey into the personal, ancestral, and archetypal layers of the mother wound. Together we explore the longing for perfect love, the grief beneath early attachment patterns, and the ways these experiences live in the body. Through somatic practice, reflection, and collective witnessing, we open to larger sources of holding, strengthen inner boundaries, and reclaim a sense of belonging that extends beyond the personal mother into life itself.

Step Into the Stream

Find the practices that meet you where you are. Come home to your body and your aliveness, held by community and guided with care.

Start your 7-day Free Trial

About Simona and Our Teachers

Simona Irwin – Founder and Lead Teacher of The Gathering Stream

Simona Irwin is the founder of The Gathering Stream and creator of the Befriending Ourselves journey. Her work is rooted in deep ecology, mindfulness, movement, and trauma-informed care, offering a space where people turn towards themselves with compassion rather than striving to fix. Drawing on years of experience guiding individuals through fear, grief, and chronic symptoms, Simona brings a steady presence and a devotion to community as a path of healing. 


She teaches the Befriending Ourselves Masterclasses and Series, leads weekly Structure and Flow meditations and Heart Coherence Circles, and facilitates ongoing mentorship sessions. Her vision is to create spaces where truth, tenderness, and aliveness can flourish.

Alejandro Zuluaga – Mind-Body Support Specialist, Facilitator, and 1:1 Mentor

Alejandro teaches trauma-informed yoga and meditation across diverse communities and has spent over 15 years helping people reconnect with their bodies and enhance their well-being. His areas of focus include somatics, embodied movement, addiction, nervous system regulation, mindfulness, meditation, and art and nature-based practices. With extensive experience on the frontlines of mental health and addiction services, he brings a trauma-informed, relational approach to both group facilitation and one-on-one mentorship. 


Inside The Gathering Stream, Alejandro offers twice-weekly embodied mindfulness and community-building sessions, along with bi-weekly chair yoga and 1:1 Mentoring.


Website | Contact Alejandro

Christy Delany Richardson – Mind-Body Support Specialist, Facilitator, and 1:1 Mentor

Christy integrates her background as a physician and surgeon with over a decade of study in neuroplasticity, parts work, and somatic emotional processing. Her areas of focus include core beliefs, subconscious programming, meditation, and self-inquiry. Having navigated her own journey through chronic illness and grief, she offers a trauma-informed, holistic approach grounded in lived experience. 


Christy weaves together Somatic Experiencing, IFS therapy, and nervous system education to support others in reclaiming resilience and authenticity. Within The Gathering Stream, Christy holds a monthly Grief Circle and Inquiry Group and is available for 1:1 mentoring.


Website | Contact Christy

Joanna Cook – Mind-Body & Community Forum Support Specialist

Joanna brings both personal experience and professional training to her work in the community forum and beyond. Having overcome early developmental trauma and later navigating profound nervous system dysregulation after the birth of her child, she discovered the transformative power of befriending repressed emotions. 


Now practicing as a mind-body therapist in Texas, Joanna supports others in finding wholeness and resilience. Within The Gathering Stream, Joanna guides participants through the Befriending Fear course and offers ongoing support and community building inside the forums. She lives with her husband, son, and two dogs, and nourishes her own well-being through art, nature, and writing.


Befriending Chronic Symptoms and Sensations (6-Week Series)

A deep journey into meeting illness, pain, and fatigue with compassion and curiosity rather than fear or resistance. Over six sessions, we explore the science of neuroplasticity alongside somatic practices and gentle inquiry to loosen the grip of fear and fixation. Each session builds on a foundational top-down and bottom-up practice, shown to support reductions in anxiety, OCD patterns, and neuroplastic pain. All sessions were recorded during our live series and are now available on demand, allowing you to move through the journey at your own pace, in a way that supports your capacity and nervous system.

Ready to Start Your Journey?

Begin your free 7-day trial and step into the stream today.

Join Us!

The Value of Your Membership

Many of us have spent tens of thousands of dollars on programs, therapy, biohacks, and more - only to find ourselves still searching. I created The Gathering Stream to be different. A truly sustainable and accessible way to return to yourself, with ongoing touch points several times each week, all for less than the cost of one therapy or bodywork session.


If purchased separately, you would pay:


  • Live Classes and Mentorship with Simona – $100+ per month
     
  • Befriending Ourselves Masterclasses and Mini-Courses – $1000+ value
     
  • Guest Teacher Sessions – $50 each
     
  • Grief Circle & Inquiry Groups – $60 per month
     
  • Weekly Meditations and Heart Coherence Circles – $100 per month
     
  • Community Forum and Ongoing Support – priceless!
     

Total Value: $1300+

Your Investment: $68/month

(about one third the cost of a single 1:1 session)

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Start where you are. Move at your own pace. Cancel or pause your membership at any time.

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Testimonials from Community Members

"I’ve spent thousands on programs, specialists, and biohacks that left me chasing the next solution. This is the first space that actually feels sustainable. For less than what I used to pay for one therapy session, I now have classes, mentorship, and a whole community I can lean into every week."

"I didn’t realize how much I needed a community until I joined The Gathering Stream. To be in a space where others are walking the same path, where I can share honestly and feel held without judgment. It has been life-changing. I don’t feel alone in this anymore."

"When I first arrived, my days were ruled by fear of my symptoms. Through the live classes and the Befriending Ourselves library, I’ve learned to turn toward the sensations instead of running from them. The panic I lived with for years has softened, and I can finally trust my body enough to enjoy my life again."

A Personal Note from Simona

What we are creating here is not another program or quick fix but a living community that invites us to rest in steady, paced and real change. This is a place where we meet ourselves honestly, where grief can find its rightful place, where fear and anger can be honoured for the wisdom they carry, and where joy and tenderness can be allowed to move through our bodies and our lives.


I come to this work through my own years of trauma and deep personal suffering, through illness, loss, and the sense of being trapped in patterns I could not escape. There were times when my body felt like a stranger, when fear and symptoms ruled my life, and when love seemed out of reach. The long journey of turning back toward myself, of slowly meeting what I had spent years running from, has been a path home to love.


The Gathering Stream was born from this journey. It is not a place where we strive to be perfect or polished, but a place where we allow our humanity, where we practice humility, and where we discover the strength of being in connection and relation. Each time we gather, we create a field of care and belonging that holds us as we move through change, through loss, and through the quiet and ordinary work of being human together.


As we do this work, it ripples out into our families, our communities, and into the larger collective. My devotion is to the one great body that we are all a part of, and my deepest hope is a world that leads with love.


With love,
Simona

Join The Gathering Stream

“The world is held together by the love and the healing we find in community.”


-Bell Hooks

Frequently Asked Questions

Please reach out to us at hello@turningtowards.me if you cannot find an answer to your question.

All core classes are recorded and added to the Befriending Ourselves Library, so you can return to them anytime. We also try to offer multiple time slots for the weekly meditations, which are not recorded, and we are beginning to build an audio section of on-demand meditations for even more flexibility.


Yes. Membership is month-to-month, and you can cancel or pause at any time with no hidden fees. This is meant to be a supportive space, not another source of pressure.


Absolutely. You can begin gently and move at your own pace. Some members join from bed or a chair, some simply listen, and others participate more actively. You are welcome exactly as you are.


No. The Gathering Stream is a community and practice space, not a substitute for therapy or medical care. The teachings are educational and supportive, and many people find them complementary to therapy, bodywork, or other healing paths.


The Gathering Stream is for anyone longing to feel more at home in themselves, whether you are moving through chronic illness, stress, grief, or simply a desire for deeper connection. It is not about fixing, but about turning towards what is alive and discovering resilience in community.


Yes. All are welcome in The Gathering Stream - all bodies, races, religions, genders, sexual orientations, abilities, and disabilities.


My background includes a deep commitment to collective liberation and the ongoing work of truth and reconciliation. This means naming the harms of colonialism, patriarchy, and other systems of oppression that continue to shape our lives, and doing my best to hold a space that is as inclusive and “safe enough” as possible.


I care deeply about this work and continue to weave it into my own life and teaching. At the same time, the primary focus of this community is on chronic illness, inner repair, sensitized nervous systems, and the tender process of regaining the capacity to meet life. As we grow in resilience together, we become more able to turn toward the larger systems that created the harms in the first place and to imagine new ways forward.



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